Yesterday, Alexandra from the blog Good Day Regular People (my roommate at BlogHer and my friend) had to say goodbye to her mother. She first said goodbye on Monday, and in her own words, it was like this: “She gave us two deep sighs, then sailed away on poems and roses.”
Alexandra then said goodbye again in her eulogy at the funeral yesterday, and proclaimed a truth I know well from personal experience: “That’ll be the easy part. It’s the days that will follow, after our frenzied pace has passed, that will leave us bone weary and looking at the thousands of steps before us that we now have to take, without them.”
Erin and Dana contacted some of Alexandra’s friends with a means of showing support, though we are all so far away. They proposed a way we could proclaim our solidarity, and by doing so, prove that a lot of the friendships we make online are as real as they come.
The idea was this: let us celebrate a pastime with our own families that her family enjoyed before her mother passed away. They ate ice cream together.
If you want to join in (and really, who doesn’t want to go out for ice cream?), you can use this hashtag on twitter to signal that you have lit your candle (licked your cones) in her honour: #icecreamforAlexandra.
It’s more than ice cream, obviously. It’s about taking time out of routine to nurture the relationships that matter. I got to see my own mom this past week when we visited the Carolinas, and I’ll post about that soon. I’m grateful my parents are all young (my parents and their spouses) and I’m grateful I’m not cheated out of time with them, even though they live far away. I’m grateful they are young and spry enough to come visit us in France. And when I hear about Alexandra’s loss, I’m grateful that I have just a little more time. Knowing her, I think she would want this for me.
The thing I first noticed about the ice cream place we chose was that it carried my son’s name.
The second thing was that it talked about angels. I thought Alexandra would really appreciate that detail.
And everything was homemade, which is kind of a mom thing in my eyes.
And they had sugar cones with sprinkles.
We ate at the picnic table outdoors
with friends and family
licking cones and enjoying our time together,
exploring the terrain
and stopping to sniff the flowers.
It’s a good thing, stopping to taste.
It’s a good thing, stopping to look, and touch, and smell.
It’s a good thing to love this much . . .
even though this much love sometimes means pain.
#icecreamforAlexandra
Jenny says
Your last line resonated with me so much. When we love this much, we feel that pain deeply. A love like that never leaves our hearts and our souls. We carry it with us always.
ladyjennie says
Hi Jenny – thank you for being here. I’m happy to have met you. 🙂
julie gardner says
Such a beautiful post – spurred on by sadness but buoyed by love.
Thinking about Alexandra.
And you.
With a full heart.
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ladyjennie says
Love you
Anne Flournoy says
Oh I didn’t know! Thank you Jenny for telling me. And for your beautiful post.
ladyjennie says
Hi Anne, I’m glad you got the news – you and Alexandra are close.
Korinthia Klein says
That’s lovely.
I just spent a tough week with my parents helping out as my dad was moving from a rehab facility to back home after a bad fall. I feel I’ve had too much time to think about how much my parents mean to me and what it will be like to live without them someday.
I did take my mom out for ice cream one night, just to give her a break. So I’m going to count that as my tribute in honor of Alexandra and her mom.
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ladyjennie says
That is a really rough week. Thinking of you.
Alexandra says
Oh my goodness, Jennie. I am humbled, moved, left without words for how GOOD and KIND people have been to me. I can only keep saying thank you, and hope that people realize I take NONE OF THIS LOVE and caring for granted. I am appreciative, overwhelmed with the love that I”ve been shown, and the moments people have stepped out of their daily lives to create in honor of my mother. How I wish she knew, so many, so very many, having ice cream. For her. I had some tonight. By myself this time, and though it was not what I imagined I’d be doing two weeks ago, I licked along the sides, with a lump in my throat, and thought of the wonderful sweet memories of doing just that… having an ice cream, with my mother. THANK YOU Jennie. xo
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ladyjennie says
Love you – thinking of you.
ParisReally says
Lovely. And so poignant since we all will have to say goodbye, and our precious children will too someday. Again. Lovely.
ladyjennie says
Thank you. xoxo
My Inner Chick says
**She gave us two deep sighs, then sailed away on poems and roses.”**
Amazingly heartfelt. Leaves a lump in my throat.
Xx
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ladyjennie says
I know. Alexandra wrote that so poetically. It is heartbreaking.
Andrea says
Beautiful post, Jennie. And pictures. And family. And you. Reading posts like this are so very encouraging – that we are not alone in this world, and that even though we are far-flung, we can still support and love each other.
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ladyjennie says
Yup. Even online friendships can be real (especially when it’s cinched by actually meeting). We have a date at BlogHer next year if all goes well. 🙂
Elaine A. says
You are an amazing friend and mother, Jennie. And I LOVE your photographs! So good to see YOU! xoxo
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ladyjennie says
I know, I always want to hide from pictures right? A big hug, my friend.
Alison says
I’m so lucky to know you both. And I love this beautiful post in tribute of Alexandra’s mother, and all mothers. xo
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ladyjennie says
Thank you. 🙂
Jackie says
Alexandra (along with you and her friends) are amazing women and I will be sharing ice cream with my son this afternoon.
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Mama D says
Love this. A beautiful idea. Now I need to take my kids out for ice cream!! 😉
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tracy@sellabitmum says
Alexandra lives with so much grace. This is so beautiful. xoxo
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Jennifer says
Truth.
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Shefali says
Your posts always find a way of moving me. So beautifully written.
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ladyjennie says
This is very sweet praise. Thank you.